realization

wow. i just realized that i got totally played. as if i was a grade a bimbo. my god (if i believed in him), why did it take me around 2 weeks for this to hit me? 2 weeks. that's 14 days. i can't believe i was this stupid to even think that he had remotely any sort of feelings for me. what was i thinking?

i'm just so dumb.

moving on. i should keep a food journal. I eat too much. went to EVK 3 times and then parkside with peter. Afterwards, camped out in peter's dorm and finished shakespeare in love. such a great movie. shiny toy guns tomorrow! & maybe l.a. live with peter? we'll see how much homework i get done.

bio: read monday and half of wednesday's reading.

chem: do online lab. memorize units. read chapt. 1-3

core 102: ?

core 111: finish assignment 1.